things are disastrous...but everything seems out of control....
i have become a girl..for the first time in a million ages i am not able to control my feelings...i m not able to block out the hurt...i am so vulnerable...i am back to being sentimental...all my defenses are crumbling around her....and the results are just ominous...
dude like honestly...hers my question...
if i am not going to lorraine....and that has no effect in u going there or not...why is the fact that prahlad not going there even bother you...like really...i get it you connect with him and all....but when i am so happy and all....and we were finally looking like we cn have a good time...why prahlad ???????...
the other person....whom i am not feeling so good abou is her sister...god knws wat her actual name is...maybe i shud ask her and just remember it...i hate nicknames....its like...she considers her next to nothing...which is fine...its that everytime she talks about her...she expects me to understand which i dont...its not a problme nw...bt in the future i can see this being a huge problem...like a giant huge one...
oh and i am really sorry...that in our 8 months short time...u never felt like you have been taken on a date..i dnt knw wat to say...maybe i am just short on imagination...maybe i am just too unsophisticated or unclassy to think of a date ...i feel pathetic...i feel like..i am like the uncoolest thing in her life..there honestly are times....when i feel like a servant standard person around her....low class is the word...
and i am really sorry...that u never felt love or watever...acc to me...even sex is overrated...everything is....nthng lasts for long...bt i genuinel am sorry..that u never felt like making love...i have no idea wat to do about that...its been like 4 days since we did anything physically....the streak is gonna go longer for the timebeing atleast...
i dont know man..somethings clearly lacking in me...i shud take some mens grooming classes or sumthng....and learn sum new tricks lol....me isnt good enuf....i needa sell myself better...
i have an interview tomorw.and a 8 o clock class....and i am already feeling supremely low about myself...tonight wasnt the night i wanted to feel like this...i pray to God i dont wake up on the wrong side of the bed tomorw...
To my guide, you shud see my sincerity..u shud see my efforts..u shud see what all i am going through..help me out...give me the strength for her...i want to make her happy..i want this to work out....give me the strength..give me the stability where i can ignore myself and focus on her....give me those things back...
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
she saw the monster...now she is never gonna love me for who i am....god knows why i even expect people to cope up with me....clearly i am below any human standards...
i am so foolish that for one moment i actually believed i saved your life...i felt like i created order...i felt like i was her support...i felt like i gave her stability...
i was so so so foolish...foolish is the word...she was doing perfectly alright until i came...she was cheerful and happy and creative and imaginative...and she cud tell me all that...she talked to me...i shud have jus stayed the way i was...
it was my mistake asking her for a relationship....i was plain selfish...she clealry didnt need me at all...i destroyed her semester...i shud have nevr told her i loved her...never never never....fuck hope...it is way too overrrated...i gave into my craving for her...and now she faces the consequences...
more foolishly..i tried being me...that was the stupidest thing to do..nw she saw the monster...she is never gonna love me...even if she tells me that i know she doesnt love me anymore...i am a monster..i am a MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER..i destroy people...i break thier hearts..i sap up all happiness....i spread gloom and pain..i dont deserve love...i dont deserve anyone..i shud just be with myself...that shud be my punishment...
i am so foolish that for one moment i actually believed i saved your life...i felt like i created order...i felt like i was her support...i felt like i gave her stability...
i was so so so foolish...foolish is the word...she was doing perfectly alright until i came...she was cheerful and happy and creative and imaginative...and she cud tell me all that...she talked to me...i shud have jus stayed the way i was...
it was my mistake asking her for a relationship....i was plain selfish...she clealry didnt need me at all...i destroyed her semester...i shud have nevr told her i loved her...never never never....fuck hope...it is way too overrrated...i gave into my craving for her...and now she faces the consequences...
more foolishly..i tried being me...that was the stupidest thing to do..nw she saw the monster...she is never gonna love me...even if she tells me that i know she doesnt love me anymore...i am a monster..i am a MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER..i destroy people...i break thier hearts..i sap up all happiness....i spread gloom and pain..i dont deserve love...i dont deserve anyone..i shud just be with myself...that shud be my punishment...
I am crushed....i honestly am just crushed....
I am overwhelmed.....and just crushed..
I have no more hopes...i am gonna stop trying everything....let it be the way it is..
i am sorry i hurt u so much...i am sorry i didnt complain a lot so that u feel u r going through so much..i am sorry for trying to change you...
I am sorry....
I am overwhelmed.....and just crushed..
I have no more hopes...i am gonna stop trying everything....let it be the way it is..
i am sorry i hurt u so much...i am sorry i didnt complain a lot so that u feel u r going through so much..i am sorry for trying to change you...
I am sorry....
Thursday, January 19, 2012
loneliness
Its tough to get out of..
my innate anti-social self in creeping up. I have no motivation/desire to meet anyone. I have the slightest interest in what they say or talk. I have no interest in going with a group and being a livewire throughout. I dont want to answer questions when i am not a livewire.
People will talk and talk forever. I am not missing out on anything.
Staying with myself helps me spiritually.
Things are gonna be fine.
I am gonna do alright.
I have faith and belief in my inner-God.
my innate anti-social self in creeping up. I have no motivation/desire to meet anyone. I have the slightest interest in what they say or talk. I have no interest in going with a group and being a livewire throughout. I dont want to answer questions when i am not a livewire.
People will talk and talk forever. I am not missing out on anything.
Staying with myself helps me spiritually.
Things are gonna be fine.
I am gonna do alright.
I have faith and belief in my inner-God.
Monday, December 19, 2011
End of Season 1
Season one : A brief review
It was all about Enduring, Exploring, Improvising.
Overall : satisfying
It had to happen. it just had to. it obviously felt like the most natural thing. from the first day i had started talkin to her, everything had to assimilate to this point. a relationship.
well it happened.
i dont quite appreciate the way it happened, but maybe that was the way its supposed to be. i wud rather ask her out when she is completely happy hopeful and burden free, than ask her when shes broken, shattered and lonely.
nevertheless its okkay. things arent going great, which makes it better. it is a mess, it is random. there is chaos. there is stress. there is tension. there is friction. there is ego. there is anger. there is hatred. there is hurt. there is pain. there is reatliation. there is sarcasm. and after all that comes the love. THE BEST THING .
it is not boring. it is fairly entertaining. peak points feel better. the low points are the challenge. intellectually challenging. spiritually testing.
a test of patience perseverance and grit matched up with fiery passion outrageous ego's and love filled with hatred.
its like i am in this journey with her, where i know she is the one who will kill and i am the one who will destroy her, yet i am the one who supports her and she is the one who levitates me.
i need her to severe me open and she needs me to keep her bounded. she is my challenge and i am her devil. without one, the other wouldnt be his/her own self. without the other, the one would be half.
u know u are on the right track, when u can speak the most hurtful things possible and stil orgasm after 2 hours. its inexplicable. and yet that is what it is. agonizingly wild, marvellously sensual.
"i am not in this relationship coz i like anything about u. its so that i can change you"..vikram 1 pravi 0
"you make me feel like a failure, whn i know i am not" vikram 1 pravi 1
" i hav sucked nimits cock before" disqualified.
SLAP SLAP SLAP lol...vikram 2 pravi 1
"it was more beautiful than that" vikram 2 pravi 2
"my hands were under her bra" vikram 3 pravi 2
"he wud never hurt me like this" vikram 3 pravi 3
"u dont knw what it is like to be vikrams gf" vikram 3 pravi infinity
"nitya wud knw" vikram 5 pravi 0
"grow up vikram"...vikram 5 pravi 5
the list will continue. the points will change. the domination does switch. the hurt persons name changes. the guilt is for both.
sum subtle things needa change.....they will change...
i needa be more funny. der has to be sumthng about cumin to me that she shud feel happy about. i needa make conversations more colourful. i needa make myself a funnier larger than life character. i need to do this for her. she deserves it. i shud be the escape. i shud be the good guy.
she needs to be more thoughtful bout the stuff she says. and i needa see her thoughtfulness. she shudnt tell killer dialogues coz i cant match up to that. even if she does, just a sorry doesnt help. there are twoo steps...first step apology...second step comedy....as long as that simple incident hasnt becum a funny thing it isnt gonna escape my mind....its all about laughter and having fun...and making these giant mental blocks into a mere joke...its the only way of overcoming.
sexual renovation required. everyday shagging and rubbing is nt good in the long run. either differnt hings need to happen or the frequency has to reduce. maybe i shud start living in my room more...and then go to her for that one special night. or mayb i can live with her and be mature enuf to kip my hands of her. mayb she shd be more expressive and tell me what she likes what she wants to do and when she is in the mood...jus this past week she initiated and it felt wonderful. its the intention that matters here..pravi , u needa express ur sexuality. no wait ...express later...explore first...it isnt a bad thing..u hav ignored it coz it was jus about u..now i am involved as well..so it is kinda important for u to explore as well...
academically...i am happy...i am happy she did wonderful this semester. i am happy i didnt do jackshit this semester. makes me feel like i put in so much effort into this relationship lol...lets kip the good work continuing..next sem will be different...i am gonna be a burdened person..i hope she does her share of lightening my load/keeping me on track. it is important.
responsibility wise, i think u needa improve here. twice, in this semester, i felt like i saved this relationship. i dnt like that feeling.makes me feel kinda lonely and all...i knw the second time u had the intention but well surprise surprise...i respect the intention here....yet i am hoping to see sum more results.....i have given my personal private space for u..and u are sharing a life and a bed withme....if it has to work, we both needa be equally responsible...u needa take care of my studies i needa take care of urs..u needa take care of my wishes...i shud fulfil urs...u needa start saving relationships..i shud stop making it that bad...both need focus on what we overall want..
oh and my back hurts...and i havend had a good conscience free piss...
and i needa start cooking more....and she needs to remind that to me more...
and u needa drink water more...and stop complaining about ur fat...
and i needa start making fun of ur mom, yet i shud not be rude...
and u need to start understanding my moods more.....
baby the thing ...is ....we are both explosive in character...individually fucked up yet exceptional..together there is a lot of potential, and we arent anywhere near that....
things are gonna happen for the good
love is not the only essential thing in a relationship....other tiny aspects are involved...
we are on the right track...we are doing good...we will do good
i am happy with her...i hope she is happy with me...
mayb camping will help...lol
mayb philip pulman will..
mayb pg wodehouse will...
but regardless...it can only get better...
i missed ur presence the one night u werent with me...we went to bharats restaurant...and it kinda felt weird having an entire dish to urself...and not askin u what do u want..it felt bad no one asked what i want..it felt weird not talkin to sumone while eating..
april 5th can go suck its balls...
It was all about Enduring, Exploring, Improvising.
Overall : satisfying
It had to happen. it just had to. it obviously felt like the most natural thing. from the first day i had started talkin to her, everything had to assimilate to this point. a relationship.
well it happened.
i dont quite appreciate the way it happened, but maybe that was the way its supposed to be. i wud rather ask her out when she is completely happy hopeful and burden free, than ask her when shes broken, shattered and lonely.
nevertheless its okkay. things arent going great, which makes it better. it is a mess, it is random. there is chaos. there is stress. there is tension. there is friction. there is ego. there is anger. there is hatred. there is hurt. there is pain. there is reatliation. there is sarcasm. and after all that comes the love. THE BEST THING .
it is not boring. it is fairly entertaining. peak points feel better. the low points are the challenge. intellectually challenging. spiritually testing.
a test of patience perseverance and grit matched up with fiery passion outrageous ego's and love filled with hatred.
its like i am in this journey with her, where i know she is the one who will kill and i am the one who will destroy her, yet i am the one who supports her and she is the one who levitates me.
i need her to severe me open and she needs me to keep her bounded. she is my challenge and i am her devil. without one, the other wouldnt be his/her own self. without the other, the one would be half.
u know u are on the right track, when u can speak the most hurtful things possible and stil orgasm after 2 hours. its inexplicable. and yet that is what it is. agonizingly wild, marvellously sensual.
"i am not in this relationship coz i like anything about u. its so that i can change you"..vikram 1 pravi 0
"you make me feel like a failure, whn i know i am not" vikram 1 pravi 1
" i hav sucked nimits cock before" disqualified.
SLAP SLAP SLAP lol...vikram 2 pravi 1
"it was more beautiful than that" vikram 2 pravi 2
"my hands were under her bra" vikram 3 pravi 2
"he wud never hurt me like this" vikram 3 pravi 3
"u dont knw what it is like to be vikrams gf" vikram 3 pravi infinity
"nitya wud knw" vikram 5 pravi 0
"grow up vikram"...vikram 5 pravi 5
the list will continue. the points will change. the domination does switch. the hurt persons name changes. the guilt is for both.
sum subtle things needa change.....they will change...
i needa be more funny. der has to be sumthng about cumin to me that she shud feel happy about. i needa make conversations more colourful. i needa make myself a funnier larger than life character. i need to do this for her. she deserves it. i shud be the escape. i shud be the good guy.
she needs to be more thoughtful bout the stuff she says. and i needa see her thoughtfulness. she shudnt tell killer dialogues coz i cant match up to that. even if she does, just a sorry doesnt help. there are twoo steps...first step apology...second step comedy....as long as that simple incident hasnt becum a funny thing it isnt gonna escape my mind....its all about laughter and having fun...and making these giant mental blocks into a mere joke...its the only way of overcoming.
sexual renovation required. everyday shagging and rubbing is nt good in the long run. either differnt hings need to happen or the frequency has to reduce. maybe i shud start living in my room more...and then go to her for that one special night. or mayb i can live with her and be mature enuf to kip my hands of her. mayb she shd be more expressive and tell me what she likes what she wants to do and when she is in the mood...jus this past week she initiated and it felt wonderful. its the intention that matters here..pravi , u needa express ur sexuality. no wait ...express later...explore first...it isnt a bad thing..u hav ignored it coz it was jus about u..now i am involved as well..so it is kinda important for u to explore as well...
academically...i am happy...i am happy she did wonderful this semester. i am happy i didnt do jackshit this semester. makes me feel like i put in so much effort into this relationship lol...lets kip the good work continuing..next sem will be different...i am gonna be a burdened person..i hope she does her share of lightening my load/keeping me on track. it is important.
responsibility wise, i think u needa improve here. twice, in this semester, i felt like i saved this relationship. i dnt like that feeling.makes me feel kinda lonely and all...i knw the second time u had the intention but well surprise surprise...i respect the intention here....yet i am hoping to see sum more results.....i have given my personal private space for u..and u are sharing a life and a bed withme....if it has to work, we both needa be equally responsible...u needa take care of my studies i needa take care of urs..u needa take care of my wishes...i shud fulfil urs...u needa start saving relationships..i shud stop making it that bad...both need focus on what we overall want..
oh and my back hurts...and i havend had a good conscience free piss...
and i needa start cooking more....and she needs to remind that to me more...
and u needa drink water more...and stop complaining about ur fat...
and i needa start making fun of ur mom, yet i shud not be rude...
and u need to start understanding my moods more.....
baby the thing ...is ....we are both explosive in character...individually fucked up yet exceptional..together there is a lot of potential, and we arent anywhere near that....
things are gonna happen for the good
love is not the only essential thing in a relationship....other tiny aspects are involved...
we are on the right track...we are doing good...we will do good
i am happy with her...i hope she is happy with me...
mayb camping will help...lol
mayb philip pulman will..
mayb pg wodehouse will...
but regardless...it can only get better...
i missed ur presence the one night u werent with me...we went to bharats restaurant...and it kinda felt weird having an entire dish to urself...and not askin u what do u want..it felt bad no one asked what i want..it felt weird not talkin to sumone while eating..
april 5th can go suck its balls...
Monday, December 12, 2011
sleep vs me
SLEEP WINS...lol
i kinda feel ashamed of myself....last night...i forced her and all...today evening i was forcing her and all...but heres the thing that bothers me.....why doesnt she stop me.. ??...it feels like..she doesnt really care....
well i am ashamed that my hands were in their while you were sleeping...but that honestly wasnt sexual...it was me experiencing a miracle...it was interesting..
but after that you werent asleep, i wasnt asleep....and yet i felt like....like an intruder..
if you didnt want it..just say it...if u want it ..show it...since it was neither of the two....i have to presume, it doesnt really matter for you....a sexual invalid....
woodruff dining hall - "she isnt a good choice"...."ummm...shut up...hw wud u knw that?"...
a stupid dining hall dude..cn talk in a flirting tone about my gf to me...wat am i supposed to do about that ?..the way he smiled at me when he said,"i am bout to go talk to your girl"...its kinda depressing....it isnt insecurity....it isnt possessive nature....it is simple irritation...
it is irritation....when rahul says such stuff...when the dining guy says such stuff...when anuraag said all those stuff..when yuvraj said all those stuff...lol...when ankit said all those stuff....i mean...ankit was kinda funny...but still it was about u....anuraag was the most hurtful..yuvrajs was the most derogatory..ankits was funny..but still it was all about u....
"forgive me for all that happened"...who am i to forgive...??...u created this turmoil...i am a mere spectator...all those above guys knw...they are nt comparable to what vikram is to pravi...i knw pravi....if it is me against the world...you ll chose me....it is a satisfying feeling...
i dnt hold your past against you...i hold the way you deal with the past against you...
your sexuality needs to improve.....
you are dealing with a really sensitive pervert...lol...
i already have amazing levels of low self esteem regarding my physical nature..i understand that a huge belly crooked eyes bald head and agressive egoistic person is nt the most amiable person to sleep with....but with you literally having no reaction...it goes further down....i dnt want to be the initiator everytime..i dnt wanna be the one n control everytime...in fact nt everytime..i dnt want to do that ever..coz it makes me feel desperate..i dnt need your sympathy sexually...lol...
my frankness needs to improve...
but yo uhave to help me there..if everytime i open up..and i have to see you saying hurtful stuff back or a crying face...theres no reason for me to open up...i shud open up..only if it does me sum good...i will open up...i want to open up..i have always tried to....once u slept on me while iw as telling you how i became like this...i was telling u childhood stuff...and u were dozing next to me.....once u told me it is not nice being vikrams girlfriend...but despite that...i want to open up...it is tough for me and your antics/reactions/expressionless faces makes it even toguher...
i honestly believe...u dnt love me for who i am...u love me for my poker face and my actions...i dnt believe that..but its a mere apprehension...which might be true...
i am afraid...the more u get to knw me....the more you will start disliking me...
i kinda feel ashamed of myself....last night...i forced her and all...today evening i was forcing her and all...but heres the thing that bothers me.....why doesnt she stop me.. ??...it feels like..she doesnt really care....
well i am ashamed that my hands were in their while you were sleeping...but that honestly wasnt sexual...it was me experiencing a miracle...it was interesting..
but after that you werent asleep, i wasnt asleep....and yet i felt like....like an intruder..
if you didnt want it..just say it...if u want it ..show it...since it was neither of the two....i have to presume, it doesnt really matter for you....a sexual invalid....
woodruff dining hall - "she isnt a good choice"...."ummm...shut up...hw wud u knw that?"...
a stupid dining hall dude..cn talk in a flirting tone about my gf to me...wat am i supposed to do about that ?..the way he smiled at me when he said,"i am bout to go talk to your girl"...its kinda depressing....it isnt insecurity....it isnt possessive nature....it is simple irritation...
it is irritation....when rahul says such stuff...when the dining guy says such stuff...when anuraag said all those stuff..when yuvraj said all those stuff...lol...when ankit said all those stuff....i mean...ankit was kinda funny...but still it was about u....anuraag was the most hurtful..yuvrajs was the most derogatory..ankits was funny..but still it was all about u....
"forgive me for all that happened"...who am i to forgive...??...u created this turmoil...i am a mere spectator...all those above guys knw...they are nt comparable to what vikram is to pravi...i knw pravi....if it is me against the world...you ll chose me....it is a satisfying feeling...
i dnt hold your past against you...i hold the way you deal with the past against you...
your sexuality needs to improve.....
you are dealing with a really sensitive pervert...lol...
i already have amazing levels of low self esteem regarding my physical nature..i understand that a huge belly crooked eyes bald head and agressive egoistic person is nt the most amiable person to sleep with....but with you literally having no reaction...it goes further down....i dnt want to be the initiator everytime..i dnt wanna be the one n control everytime...in fact nt everytime..i dnt want to do that ever..coz it makes me feel desperate..i dnt need your sympathy sexually...lol...
my frankness needs to improve...
but yo uhave to help me there..if everytime i open up..and i have to see you saying hurtful stuff back or a crying face...theres no reason for me to open up...i shud open up..only if it does me sum good...i will open up...i want to open up..i have always tried to....once u slept on me while iw as telling you how i became like this...i was telling u childhood stuff...and u were dozing next to me.....once u told me it is not nice being vikrams girlfriend...but despite that...i want to open up...it is tough for me and your antics/reactions/expressionless faces makes it even toguher...
i honestly believe...u dnt love me for who i am...u love me for my poker face and my actions...i dnt believe that..but its a mere apprehension...which might be true...
i am afraid...the more u get to knw me....the more you will start disliking me...
Sunday, December 11, 2011
joys of being in a relationship...
"Grow up vikram"
if you are gonna hold that thing against me forever, i might as well sleep on the couch...
"it wasnt that crude...it was much more beautiful"
put two girls together and beauty is all u get....
"so what if that happened ?"
yeah stop crying...u get more action than they ever did...
"i wasnt getting defensive"
i am just letting you know that i know the other person better...i have even sucked their cocks.
"i will make an effort when i feel like it"
yeah ..coz hw tired and all i am after so much strenous work..
"are you about to cry ,pravi"
who knows, this might be the jumpstart i needed for an interrogative career.
"no as in, my hands were just under the bra"
yeah...right..i was trying to take a body temperature check, coz i am a material science engineer.
"we werent naked...we just were topless"
isnt that beautiful?..like brothers and sisters...oh and i think i have more hair than he has
"you dnt really know what its like to be vikrams girlfriend"
yeah well obviously, i havent tried fucking myself....but...i think its kind of a good thing...
"there was just this one night, where i slipped"
the other nights i was trying to understand his cock
"vikram, its much more beautiful with you"
yeah thats why i jumped boats you see....tomorrw sumone else will be more beautiful
"if we dnt talk ever again, i will crumble. it already happened, this may"
I SAW IT PRAVI,,..THATS WHY I TOOK YOU WITHIN ME...
"vikram, i love you"
oh yeah and you said that to i dnt knw how many other ppl...
"so what am i supposed to do nw ? i cant change what happened"
AND U THINK I DONT KNOW THAT...how about just dealing with me when it bothers me..
"nitya wud knw"
yeah like that really helps....nitya told me nt to get into this relationship with you...she doesnt really knw a lot about u....
how about giving me back sum credit here pravi ??...despite u being so unfair with me..i still loved you...not tryna sound like a drama queen, but i frgt everything when i asked you ...u are the only person who makes me cry....u are the only one who kills me with words...u have given me my most humiliating night....
if u think i am selfish pravi....u r just cmpletley wrong...if i had been selfish, we wudnt be talkin...if i had been selfish..vikram wud just have been a distant memory for you...if i had been selfish..u still wud have been crumpled...
yesterday was ur night to save this relationship.......u didnt....Fuck if i knw whats gonna happen nw...
if you are gonna hold that thing against me forever, i might as well sleep on the couch...
"it wasnt that crude...it was much more beautiful"
put two girls together and beauty is all u get....
"so what if that happened ?"
yeah stop crying...u get more action than they ever did...
"i wasnt getting defensive"
i am just letting you know that i know the other person better...i have even sucked their cocks.
"i will make an effort when i feel like it"
yeah ..coz hw tired and all i am after so much strenous work..
"are you about to cry ,pravi"
who knows, this might be the jumpstart i needed for an interrogative career.
"no as in, my hands were just under the bra"
yeah...right..i was trying to take a body temperature check, coz i am a material science engineer.
"we werent naked...we just were topless"
isnt that beautiful?..like brothers and sisters...oh and i think i have more hair than he has
"you dnt really know what its like to be vikrams girlfriend"
yeah well obviously, i havent tried fucking myself....but...i think its kind of a good thing...
"there was just this one night, where i slipped"
the other nights i was trying to understand his cock
"vikram, its much more beautiful with you"
yeah thats why i jumped boats you see....tomorrw sumone else will be more beautiful
"if we dnt talk ever again, i will crumble. it already happened, this may"
I SAW IT PRAVI,,..THATS WHY I TOOK YOU WITHIN ME...
"vikram, i love you"
oh yeah and you said that to i dnt knw how many other ppl...
"so what am i supposed to do nw ? i cant change what happened"
AND U THINK I DONT KNOW THAT...how about just dealing with me when it bothers me..
"nitya wud knw"
yeah like that really helps....nitya told me nt to get into this relationship with you...she doesnt really knw a lot about u....
how about giving me back sum credit here pravi ??...despite u being so unfair with me..i still loved you...not tryna sound like a drama queen, but i frgt everything when i asked you ...u are the only person who makes me cry....u are the only one who kills me with words...u have given me my most humiliating night....
if u think i am selfish pravi....u r just cmpletley wrong...if i had been selfish, we wudnt be talkin...if i had been selfish..vikram wud just have been a distant memory for you...if i had been selfish..u still wud have been crumpled...
yesterday was ur night to save this relationship.......u didnt....Fuck if i knw whats gonna happen nw...
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