i know whats gonna help me ..lol...do something mad and stupid and dont tell her about it...

BUT THERE IS NOTHING MAD AND STUPID THAT I EVEN WANT TO DO..

i dont want to sleep with a girl. it disgusts me
i dont wanna drink.
i dont wanna smoke..
i dont wanna do anything that is stupid..


i think i am gonna go back to the circulation thing...but that is neither mad nor stupid..