every heard of a colossal disaster...that is what it is like right now...

a relationship that is determined to come crumbling down in the blink of an eye.

where are things going wrong ? why is there so much of a mis-communication ?

we hardly talk. we barely talk. we dont talk.
but it is disheartening. the amount of mis-communication existing between us. it is frustrating, both for u and me.

we arent even doing well in a namesake relationship. you have become a non-gf. even for the few seconds we talk, you dont seem like a girlfriend. you dont even pretend to be one. we have lost connection. I have lost connection. I can no longer visualize you.

i want you back. i want to be happy with you. i want you to like me.

is it that tough ??

pravi, my life is pathetic right now. I dont have anyone to talk to. My family is going through really tough times. My academics arent at their best. .... the only time i am actually happy is when i think about the good times we had, which is immediately followed by a phase of immense sadness when i thnk of whether u feel the same way too.

but you probably dont. i dont figure in your thoughts. i dont figure in your decisons. i am just someone who stops you from doing things. who sucks the happiness out of thngs.

listen this entire beer thing, is alarming to me.

i am not comfortable with the fact that you drank alcohol. i am not comfortable with the fact that you regret not doing weed.
i am sorry but i have to express it. it disappoints me that u think like that. WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME ???