Sunday, September 16, 2012

That one thing i have always been afraid of, is finally happening. I have given the reigns of my life to someone else. I came into this relationship knowing what i was doing, not knowing where this would go.

Each and every single thing that i have always tried to protect myself from, is going away.

- dont let anyone control your emotions.
   she hurts me when she wants to. she makes me happy when she wants to. she can kill me when she wants to.

- dont go beyond your limits
   i slapped her, i pulled her hair, i made her face bleed, i chipped her tooth, i showed her a knife. who am i ? a monster in angers disguise.

- always remember, the backup plan.
   there is no backup plan. Life has been on auto mode since we got together. i have no reign over my feelings. the day she decides to leave me, i will have a major crash and burn sequence.

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