"he was acting like a giant buffoon...so i walked in....he locked the door....and he gave me some weird expression....and i returned it by my classy blank stare...he took my hands and..."

"there was just this one night where i messed up. I dont know what i was doing. I just completely gave in. coz i was already feeling guilty of not giving him anything"

"with shyaam it was different. i wanted it with him. he didnt do anything. i opened my shirt"

"i have sucked nimits cock before"

"i kissed him for 2 hours. but i still gave him the wrong number"

god knows how am i supposed to forgive all that. i want to i genuinely want to...but i am just unable to...i dont want to accept it...but it happened...

anuraag gave me sexual advice....shyaam gave me relationship advice...yuvraaj makes fun of me...thankfully i dont knw the 4th guy...

pravi i dont knw man...like wat am i supposed to do ?....why am i going through all this ??..why cant you take all my pains away and fill it with overwhelming happiness ??...

on top of that u tell me sex is weird....u laugh wen we are in it...u sleep on my erection...u get weirded out with sex....

what the hell am i...??..